Facing a Mental Illness while in School

While  watching this video about a student who comes back from being absent from school for two weeks because he was depressed, it reminds me of when I was in middle school and high school and would miss school for the same reason.  VIDEO

This student had a lot of courage to stand up to his teacher and fellow classmates.

He made me think how I wish I had had the courage to do the same.

Starting in 7th grade, I started getting depressed for no reason.  25 years ago there was still a huge stigma with mental illness. In fact, I had thought people who suffered from depression were weak and crazy.

I felt like here I was, one of those crazy people!  I would cry during class and could not concentrate on anything. I could not sleep at night and didn’t enjoy anything I normally would.  Eventually, my parents allowed me to stay home when I sunk into this deep depression.  I would miss two weeks of school and could not function at home either. I could not even do simple tasks like vacuuming.

I would eventually come out of my depression and go back to school. I would them make up two weeks of school in 2 or 3 days. It is now believed that those were mini manic episodes.

My junior year in high school, I had my first full-blown manic episode and was admitted to a psychiatric hospital.  If people didn’t think I was crazy crying and missing so much school, I thought for sure they would think I was crazy then.

I had one good friend who came to visit me in the hospital and remained my friend. Unfortunately, she moved away.  I did make friends rather easily, but then would miss school and those friends would have moved on.  I remember that I often would sit in the guidance office and eat my lunch there because I felt like I had no one to sit with at lunch.

I ended up going to a different high school and had a fresh start. I did make some new friends, but I kept it a secret as to why I would miss school, etc.

I believe that the stigma has gotten a little better. However, I know that kids are still criticized, bullied, ridiculed, and made to feel like what is wrong with them is something they can’t talk about or admit they have.  It saddens me to think that our suicide rate is rising and so many people are uneducated or misinformed about mental illness.  I wish more politicians, media, athletes, musicians, actors, and actresses would stick up for these kids.  If they would help to stomp out the stigma and help to educate others, more people would feel comfortable sharing what they are experiencing. Also, more people would go get the help they need. Often people don’t get the help they need because of the stigma.

If you want to help, write to politicians, famous people, and the media to let them know more needs to be done to help the mentall ill in our schools. Having a mental illness is not something that you should be ashamed of.

If you know someone who is suffering with a mental illness in your school, reach out to them and show them that you don’t judge them and do care. If you are witnessing someone being bullied because of their mental illness, stand up for them or at least tell an adult.

About Michelle Clark Bipolar Bandit

I am a strong advocate for the mentally ill and have been since I was first approached by a lawyer in a psychiatric facility as a teenager. He wanted me to help him fight how the mentally ill are mistreated. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at the age of 17 after a full blown manic episode. Before that, I suffered from debilitating depression for 4 years. My goals are to help others by sharing my story and providing tips to deal with mania and depression. I often write blogs related to advocating for people like myself. I want to encourage, inspire, and educate those with #bipolar disorder and other mental illnesses and also include inspirational #quotes. I founded the group Advocates for People with Mental Illnesses and the page Mental Health Advocates United and have several social media sites that are related to bipolar disorder and/or advocacy. If you are an advocate or would like to be, I hope you join our FB group: Advocates for People with Mental Illnesses
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3 Responses to Facing a Mental Illness while in School

  1. longchamps says:

    Nice project, it’s a fantastic post. The advice is good to know!

  2. Janice Woods says:


    I am a producer working on a new network dedicated to mental health. It will be the world’s first channel for mental health programming, a revolutionary new network to engage, entertain, offer help and build awareness. I would love to talk with you about your experiences and get your feedback on some ideas I have. Please send me an email – jwoods@arcosfilms.com

    Look forward to hearing from you!

  3. Actually, it usually occurs in our environmental; nevertheless I am grateful to this post because it shows good distinction.

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